Friday, September 13, 2013

Reflection

Stress in my course had lead me to be overly active in thinking even during sleep. Lately I have been having crazy bad nightmares. They were all so scary that when I woke up, my heart was pounding...my heart kept beating like a drum. All this lead me to wonder why can't I have a nice lovely dream which can me smile when I wake up then. I don't know if my wishes were heard but they came through this afternoon when I was having my usual afternoon nap.

It was a dream of you and me and it was all so happy that it seem so prefect and real to me.The dream was a little like how we first met. It was 2.34pm and we were on the street wandering around. Fate drew us together when we accidentally bumped into each other.I can't recall everything but since then we became really close just like how we first met. Everything started with the beginning of friendship but as time goes by we started to have feelings for each other.Somehow I don't know why, you sent me to another dimension...I think is because you wanted to change me or were you trying to seek for answer.It's too blurry now.The new dimension was like a portal to another world.There was an older man, I wasn't sure if it was you from another life but he had your personality who seem to be really patient dealing with me.I started to doubt if he was you.Things happened too fast,even before I got to find out who he was actually, I had came back from the dimension and returned back to where everything first started.I looked at my watch and it was 2.34pm. I was excited because that time meant so much to me.I wanted to meet you,so I ran all over the street searching for you.They were crowds everywhere that blocked my pathway when I was in the middle desperately searching for you.Out of the sudden, a few people came up and talk to me.It was really nuisance and frustrating.I waited while talking to the crowd,but you were nowhere to be seen.My hopes went down, head went low.A familiar voice was heard among the crowd then.I looked up and I saw the same you.I was so happy that I pushed everyone away. I came right infront of you,but I was worried that you don't recognise me because I was from another dimension.To my surprise,you smiled at me just like how you used to smile.I remembered what you said.You said what we had was true,that we really like each other.You picked me up and carry on your chest just like a toddler.I felt so secure being in your arms that I cried because I was so happy that I don't wanna leave you anymore.You then patted on my back saying,everything is okay now.You kept carrying me and went on walking.

I woke up after the dream ended.I thought it was reality because it seem so real.It had been so real.I don't know why,but tears started to shed down my cheeks instantly.By then did I realised how much you really meant to me if you were not there.Life wouldn't be the same then without you.

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